A Quiet Corner of the Universe
Ok, admittedly, this corner of the universe has been abnormally quiet. Two years too quiet...
Feminine yearnings, learnings and neuroses. Poetry, poems and literate smut. Erotica? Maybe.... What women think or perhaps just what one woman thinks. Definitely one who thinks too much - better to just BE. The names have been changed to protect the not-so-innocent. All materials posted to this site are original works by the author unless otherwise noted.
Ok, admittedly, this corner of the universe has been abnormally quiet. Two years too quiet...
A beautiful, six-foot-sensuous french woman danced with me tonight and told me three times how gorgeous I looked. I watched her run her hands up the inner thigh of one of her friends and realized she wasn't just trying to create a show for possible spectators - it was subtle and likely unnoticed except that I was dancing quite close to her. So I invited her to a lingere and sex toy party that I'm throwing for my women friends (and am now trying to figure out how I can make sure she's the last to leave....) She threw her arms around me and said it was exactly what she needed right now.
When your peanut butter jar is 98% empty, do you scrape the last old bits to try to make a sandwich anyway? I guess that's how I've felt every time I think about blogging something with meaning.... digging for dregs of something worth saying and coming up with nothing, or only old things, feeling empty and sick of peanut butter anyway. I'm surprised at the gentle prods I've gotten from people, to speak up, be real, tell the truth... or my truth. But in some ways, the venue seems stale, tired, and brittle like the soles in my 10 year old brown loafers... Or maybe that's me?
I once carried a 140 lb woman, on my back, up a mountainside
I wanted to write - to say how it really is, how I really am but the truth is I don't know. My life is changing, I'm changing. I need more than this yet I'm not sure exactly what I need. It's funny how the world turns and suddenly we have a new perspective.
Sitting in the morning beams of light and coffee steam
Warning: Naughty